Unfortunatly, with these feelings also comes a feeling that I knew was inevitable if I got to this point... Guilt. Trust me when I say, I know that I shouldn't feel guilty. There is no reason to. I have done the same things this pregnancy as the last pregnancy. My body has just reacted differently to being pregnant this time. But the guilt comes with the reality that I **God willing!** should make it past 29 weeks this time. I have talked through this alot, prayed about it alot and tried to get past it, but I have to tell you, I think Friday will be a hard day because it will become reality that I am going to be pregnant longer than I was with Eli.
If you have a moment, please pray for us, this pregnancy and the emotions that will flood into our lives this Friday! Thanks!!