But this baby seems happy... He is always pushing his head out to the side! lol. Today I thought he might jump out of my stomach! It's crazy how much he moves... I think I might be in trouble with Eli and this mover! :)
WOW! That is really all I can say... I don't think I ever truly believed that I would be able to say, "Hey, I'm 30 weeks pregnant!" :) It's crazy to me! 10 more weeks! Dr Velarde has already said I won't make it past 39, but we will see what happens with the BP's! :)
But this baby seems happy... He is always pushing his head out to the side! lol. Today I thought he might jump out of my stomach! It's crazy how much he moves... I think I might be in trouble with Eli and this mover! :)
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So as one of (I think!) our last things as MoD Ambassador Family for 2012 Eli will be recognized at the March of Dimes Signature Chef Auction. It's pretty cool because 1: I have ALWAYS wanted to go since I found out about it! lol. And 2: Because the guy who won Hell's Kitchen this past year (Paul Niedermann) is going to be one of the guest chefs and I graduated with him from HS! :) So that will be pretty cool. :) I just hope this baby stays put long enough for us to be able to attend and enjoy this spectacular event! If you are interested in attending, there is information at the bottom of the article. It's pricy, but all proceeds go to helping mom's and babies have full term, healthy births... Could you think of a better way to spend those $$$?? :) :) So here we sit... 29 weeks and 3 days into our second pregnancy. I am excited.... and if I am honest with you and myself, I am scared. I feel better this time around, more "in control" if you can be in control of anything! But I feel like we are looking out more and watching better for signs and symptoms. A few here and there, but over all we are doing good.
Unfortunatly, with these feelings also comes a feeling that I knew was inevitable if I got to this point... Guilt. Trust me when I say, I know that I shouldn't feel guilty. There is no reason to. I have done the same things this pregnancy as the last pregnancy. My body has just reacted differently to being pregnant this time. But the guilt comes with the reality that I **God willing!** should make it past 29 weeks this time. I have talked through this alot, prayed about it alot and tried to get past it, but I have to tell you, I think Friday will be a hard day because it will become reality that I am going to be pregnant longer than I was with Eli. If you have a moment, please pray for us, this pregnancy and the emotions that will flood into our lives this Friday! Thanks!! |