You may not tell me that it was a long time ago, You may not tell me to look at Eli now, You may not tell me that Eli is healthy now so it's ok.
Those are the rules! lol. (But seriously, they are!)
Today I am feeling sorry for myself. As I watch friends announce pregnancies they are super excited for (as I am for them!) and watch friends and family members pregnancies progress with no complications, I feel sorry for myself! :o( I will never see 40+ weeks of pregnancy. I will possibly never see 40 weeks of pregnancy. :o( I will most likely never feel a contraction. If Rick and I do decide to try to have a second child, my OB has already said that I will be a high risk pregnancy and there will be extreme caution taken during the pregnancy. I will have to do a repeat c-section and will probably deliver at 39 weeks (if we are blessed with a full-term pregnancy!). So today I am feeling sorry for myself. I did all the right things. I waited till 3 months to tell people, I took my vitamins, I rested and didn't over do things, I took the childbirth classes. I absolutely realize how blessed we are! Eli is a HUGE blessing in our lives! One I couldn't imagine living without! :o) But today I am feeling sorry for myself...